Not a saint, but not a sinner,
Tapi diriku baik, cantik pula tu (muahahaha),
On the way nak pg dinner,
Singgah sebentar ke rumah itu.

Pernah menggunakan Clean & Clear,
Tapi tidak kekal begitu,
Gate n lampu belum pasang, tapi yard dah clear,
Cukup sudah menggembirakan hatiku :)


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This morning I had my sad virus attack. Woke up in the morning and the first thing I felt is sadness. Like wanting something desperately and could no longer wait to have it. The fact that I woke up from a bad dream didn't help.

In my case this morning, its...
my own house.

Don't get me wrong. It's not that I don't like staying in current house. But sometimes the feeling of disappointment that I can't do all the things I'd like to do; like prepare breakfast in my nightwear or just coverup briefly and cook to my heart's content, hidang cantik2 or even bringing breakfast to bed, do the housechores sorang2 sambil berfikir camane nak hias the place; just gets to me.

And hubster, innocently tells me the good news,"Yang, mak masak spaghetti untuk you."
Oh man...down :(
It should be me cooking.

So we ate.
I just couldn't act any happier.
Back to the room.
Silence.
Turn on the notebook.
Heavy chest. Sakit.

Hubster noticed. He hugged me and ask me why.
Tears started flowing, and I told him how I felt, and how I know I shouldn't feel that way coz there's nothing much we can do other than....waiting.
And I told him I just need to cry it off.
He held me, and I cried and cried and cried in his arms.

And felt a lot better 10 minutes after that.
And sakit dada pun hilang :)

....tak siap2 lagi. Tapi dah ada nama iaitu Loft 106. Hehehe.

It was supposed to be a fast track reno and targeted to be completed in 3 weeks, which theoretically should be ready by early June 2009. Dah half a year late ni pekejadah. The contractor was believed to be tersalah pusing duit, he was paid 85% but tetibe stop the reno works. He kept giving reasons after reasons of "patah tangan", "uncle meninggal", "b.s", b.s" etc. Yes, the reno was quite massive that it touches almost all parts of the house - dr roofing sampailah flooring, and wiring & plumbing. But that's not a reason to defer the optimistic schedule (that he set himself), yes? Especially when he was chosen based on recommendations.

We were invited to see the "almost finished" product by end of 2 weeks, which I'd say was impressive sbb sempat pulak dia buat mcm banyak je..at that time the only thing left were top floor flooring, electrical outlet installations, outdoor paintjob,  wooden door, sliding door & gate replacement. HOWEVER he was gone the next week! Leaving the house as the last time we saw it.

Last month, after such a long hiatus, we finally came to our surprise seeing the house finally painted, with the new door & tiles at the porch;

Tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii like last time, the house still looked the same last weekend. Lawak apakah ini? Sangat tak kelakar. Just as when i was already tak sabar nak buat housewarming (boleh percaya tak alasan ni?heh) sbb nak masak2 & bake2 (percayalahhhhhhhh) di samping menjadi hostess yg gembira (sumpah bang, tak tipu ni).

Anyways, I am already planning few sessions of housewarming..
- one for his side of family
- one for my side of family
- one for our school & uni friends (separate sessions, morning & evening)
- one for our Kerteh friends

Ambitious tak ambitious? Hehehe.
I can't wait for the day to come!!!!!